Unfulfilled. So unfulfilled.

I am feeling extremely, extremely unfulfilled. I just baked 2 batches of macarons - one last night, and another tonight. Both were unsuccessful. I just can't understand how they operate. Why are they so temperamental? I had intended to bring macarons to the office for Valentine's Day, but I guess I'll be going empty handed now. I am so discouraged and afraid to give it one last attempt tomorrow - I don't think I'd be able to take it if I'm 3 times unlucky. I'm so pissed.